
Going through a tough time I’ve never experienced before in life.
Lately, I’ve been hit with allergic conjunctivitis, gum inflammation, a torn ankle ligament, headaches, and fascia pain all in just two months. Add last year’s car accident and the hearing loss from earlier this year, and I might as well call it a one-stop medical shop. π· I was never the picture of health, but I lived without any nagging issues, so this prisoner-of-war-like condition took some getting used to. But now, I’m kinda used to it, and even if this is how life goes on, I think I’ll manage. Humans are just so adaptable, aren’t they? πΎ
Living through these couple of months taught me that when your body isn’t in top shape, life gets tough (too obvious?). It’s not just a bad mood; it’s physically exhausting. Staring at a monitor with dry eyes is way more tiring than with healthy ones, and dragging a sore leg around is much more draining than walking on a healthy one. I already wasn’t fond of crowded places, and now my body makes me avoid people even more. I don’t even bother making plans (not that I did much before). By the time I get home, I’m so worn out that I have no energy left. I’ve been having this strange experience of crashing before 10 PM after a quick wash. They say lots of sleep helps prevent dementia, so maybe this situation is a blessing in disguise. π€
Anyway, I’m following the snobby doctor’s prescription from the eye clinic near work, putting in drops four times a day for the conjunctivitis. The gum inflammation improved after some nerve treatment from a friend, sparing me from needing a crown. (People often wonder about this crown-free nerve treatment, but even when I ask my doctor friends, they just call it innovative). The headache disappeared with the toothache. The fascia pain, like a kid asking for money, will probably come back when I least expect it but is gone for now. The torn ligament is still a bother, but the days of water sloshing in my foot with every step are over. I’m still stuck in a spacesuit, but things will get better. π
It’s been a week since the due date for returning the books I borrowed from the library. I’ve finished one, left two half-read, and haven’t even opened the last one. Such an irresponsible borrower! But there’s nothing more I want to read right now, and just because I found them boring doesn’t mean others will, so I’ve decided to return them today. π
Even though the day was said to hit a sweltering 32 degrees, stepping out with my returns, the shade felt like summer was gently tucking in its coat, full of pleasantly cool air. Walking slowly like a toddler mastering their first steps or an elder leaning on a walker, I listened to Don McLean’s “American Pie.” The piano, guitar, and the rhythm of the bass running alongside the vocals are the signature style of a ’70s hit. The dynamism of this song’s bass is truly top-notch, and I highly recommend giving it a listen, no matter where you’re heading, itβs bound to lift your mood. πΆ
On your way to meet your lover,
On your way to a fancy restaurant for dinner,
On your way to return books at the library,
Give it a listen. π
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